Just another night and out of the blue I was crying again, I see my lovely Marion so clearly in my mind, I stare at her picture opposite me and just cannot believe she has been gone for 7 months. How lonely the house has become. I see many people during my days but my nights are so difficult. Do I need to try and get some help as my mind is so often in a turmoil. Even though I know its wrong sometimes I long to go to bed and just not awaken and the hurt and tears will be gone. I know Marion would heve dealt with being alone she was such a strong and intelligent soulmate. Sadly my emotions are overwhelming me so very often. I have good friends but never can I truly talk of how I feel inside it never seems to be the right time and do people really want to hear of the utter helplessness of losing not one but the two treasures in my life.I have to deal with this on my own but how do we do it I certainly cannot find a way...