It has been a while since i left a comment and i didnt want people thinking i have forgotten about you, its just the opposite - you still enter my thoughts at least once a day. I am glad that we still spend so much time with Alistair and we ALWAYS end up chatting about you. Its is usually when David does his party piece and falls asleep on us (you and David were terrible for that and i spoke the ears of Alistair for hours!) and we always relive happier times. I had a really low point at my birthday 3 wks ago. Everything i thought i was controlling came to the surface again and i couldnt come to terms with not having a card from my granda for the first time in 24 years. And then i saw Alistair and he gave me his card and i started crying again because for the first time in 10 years he had to pick my card and write it and your name wasnt there. It was horrible.There will never be a day when you arent in our thoughts x x Nicola it is so plain to see how you were thought of and such a dear friend to Cheryl, your remembrance means so much to us and her memory. Alistair, Marion and Ian Thank you. Your Granda is with Cheryl in Gods care. Ian /Marion