Another week goes by so many times we have cried this week,why sometimes seem so much more difficult than others we do not know..Its Friday night and the candle burns beside our lovely girl's picture. Tomorrow our usual visit with our flowers. This is how our life goes on now. Our kitchen and utility room are decorated and as we did the work we so often would say to each other Cheryl would have been so pleased to see what we have done. She loved our old house and we always would ask what she thought when doing anything involving decorating the house. Now we look at everything we do and ask each other do you think Cheryl would have liked this.Sometimes it all seems so pointless now Saturday we are Just back home, we went as said with our fresh flowers for our lovely girl..It was so very quiet today only another couple standing beside their loved one. We took away the tired flowers from last week and Mum arranged our new ones. Standing looking at the picture of Cheryl on the headstone it is so hard to realise she lies there, no answer from her as we tell her how we have changed the house decoration..!!! No answer from her, of course there is no answer our lovely girl is in heaven maybe she can hear us but her reply never comes. Life carries on like always around us and it is so difficult to understand how nothing seems different now. For us every day of our lives is so different, Mum goes down each day at lunchtime and tends Cheryl's remaining pet her lovely Charlie,on his own now after losing his brother Oscar, me I sit in the car still finding going into the house makes me take in all the little things that once Cheryl loved around her and can clearly see her pottering about..We miss this lovely daughter so very much even more as each day or week passes, what would she have been doing today. Is their really such a thing as a broken heart,I feel that it is true our hearts at times feel as though they are broken,hard though we try nothing we do now can change the heartache we feel so often knowing how short the time our precious Wee Lassie was given.. So like so often before we are sending a million kisses for our lovely girl. xxxx Mum Dad always thinking of how difficult life cann be for Alistair our dear young man