Another year another holiday, where to this year well back to Norfolk Broads.We wont go alone as we are going with our best friends Cheryl's Aunt Cathie and Uncle Kenny so at least we will have some nice company and might have some respite from the memories that we live with each and every day.. So much heartache where are the happy days we once had when we visited the same place with Alistair and Cheryl, visiting places we went to back then brought a lump to our throats and a deep sigh as we remember how we looked forward to the future and relished being there as a family. Now every day out brings back something to make us so very sad, do not for a moment think it should be the happy memoreis we would remember, that is how people think and suppose that all is well now, the memories are there the happy smiles the laughter the picnics but now just a memory. Every place we would go to we would think it would bring happiness but the loss of Cheryl is so difficult to endure. Staring at the sky at night hoping there is more to this earthly life and one day we will see the lovely twinkling eyes and funny remarks we remember so vividly,till then we just plod on and hide the hurt and longing...Night night our lovey girl..Mum Dad xxx