Reasons not to put off saying things you might have,,like telling those around you how much they mean to you and how much you love and care for those closest to you..Some years back the loss of ourp precious daughter on Oct 20 2008 brought our world crashing down, then a few years later I stupidly fell from a roof during work crushing my lower leg bones and shattering my heel bones my work days were over,the best part sharing more time each day with the love of my life my gentle Marion. My saviour Miss Miller at Hairmyres worked a seven hour miracle carrying out my operation and 14 months later I was walking unaided in no small part through the help each and every day of Marion she never could do enough to help me get back to normality. Sadly the bad luck was to continue when my treasured wife Marion passed away in the same Wishaw hospital and same ward within a day of our precious daughter on Oct 21 2014. All I treasured in life has now gone and my sadness at times is devastating, an ordinary day and something brings my lovely Marion to my mind and I think what can I do to make any meaningfull sense of what my life now has in store for me, this special girl who shared most of my life with me has gone and the lonliness of being without her cannot be told.. ..  . My last link looking at my future alone is my dearest and most treasured friend Cheryl's Husband Alistair. What a friend he has become to me, I truly cannot say how I could even imagine carrying on with what my life has left for me without this last link to my two beautifull girls..I also owe a debt of grattitude to My young brother Kenny and his dear wife Catherine they have been at my side every step of this lonely and devastating journey. My lovely Marion was a treasure to me, so quiet ,so contented her house was looking nice and everything she did was for Alistair and me. How can I put in words what she truly meant to me and also to Alistair who said she was his second Mum.I know this one thing ,when my time finally comes i will spend my last breath on this earth saying two names my beautifull Cheryl and my beloved Marion, my life my loves my world, without them I am only half the person I once was..DAD longing for time now past..